They were different, Draco insisted, as if Harry was arguing. And I told them we were changing sides and I didn't even explain why and they were on my side. They left their families and they didn't even ask me why. They trusted me, I could rely on them, they would never have gone away and left me- His voice cracked, a painful distraught sound, and Harry looked up from his hand. Draco's face was turned in towards the pillows, hair falling into it, and he only saw a twisted glimpse. Draco, don't, he said wretchedly, and threw himself down beside Draco, put a hand on his back and held on. Draco's face was curved in towards him now, and he could feel him swallow and try to put himself back together. They were mine, he said, his breath damp and hot against the side of Harry's neck, And I let this happen to them, they changed sides for me and I couldn't even protect them- THEY WERE MINEEEEEEEEE I'm sorry i just can't take this rn i'm reading this part and i come across this fucking fanart otp: draco x harry